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2009-07-15T00:11:00.002+08:00

debate was today.
and...MARK fucking OWNED the damn thing.
no, he wasn't any of the speakers.
but all he had was one statement and a question to destroy the whole damn debate.
it was kinda awesome.

haha. won't say what happens next.
and Dino's class on friday. 6 hours.
holy. hell.
that's about it.
okayy..

2009-07-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

saw transformers. FINALLY.
and was disappointed. seriously.
thin plot, crazy story. plenty of explosions.
the first thing after the movie that i thought about was: Robot Massacre Sensory Overload.
it seriously was.

Seeing as it was a Michael Bay film, it wasn't unexpected to see as much explosions and
flashiness as there was. there was great camera angles, good camera movements.
and of course, great effects.
the robots were shinier, bigger and more packed.
the twins and college friend added good comedic relief.

however, other than the big explosions and the addition of robots, it still didnt improve the flick.
the story and plot was thin. story development was slow.
but what i hate the most was the military aspect of this movie.
for michael bay to make this movie more "military+robots" rather than the
normal kid + robot formula that worked so well.

there wasnt a lot of relationship between the character of Sam and the autobots, which
was unfortunate.
the character played by isabel lucas was an interesting touch, but once again, shallow and underdeveloped.

the rest was more testosterone-pumping, adrenaline rushing, pure robot, metal to metal madness. which was awesome, i do admit.
but that seemed to be it for transformers. more action, more metal crushing, more explosions but no better or even less so than the first one.

2009-07-09T13:42:00.003+08:00

the first of the two hotties of the week.
first one is a real humdinger.
this one is to repay for the one missing last week.
so, i am going to make this post one about the hottest one yet.

She's a model, Australian, brunette, skinny as shit, and can make any guys' pants tighter.
She is none other than the beautiful Miss Miranda Kerr.
yumm yumm indeed. haha.
pics and details, as usual, are down below.

Birth name	Miranda May Kerr
Date of birth	20 April 1983 (1983-04-20) (age 26)^[1]
Place of birth	Sydney, Australia
Height	1.75 m (5 ft 9 in)
Hair color	Brown
Eye color	Blue
Measurements	34-24-34 (US) 81-61-86 (EU)

tell me right now, if you are not getting a funny feeling in your pants right now. because i am. haha. enjoy.

2009-07-09T10:41:00.002+08:00

big spending day yesterday...
bought the new hp touchsmart desktop pc,
and in return, we got a free laptop and printer.
if i haven't said it before, I LOVE YOU, COURTS.
there. i wasnt ashamed of saying that. because i do.
anyways...still havent watched the new transformers.
maybe will just wait for icefilms to release a HQ version.

maybe will do the same for the new harry potter.
havent read the book yet. all i know is dumbledore dies.
that's right, i said it. plus, all you harry potter nerds already know anyways.
nothing new to report. hottie of the week posting later in the day.
since there's no lessons anyways.

2009-07-06T13:28:00.002+08:00

a week since my last post.

first week of mdis was okay.

met new people.

made new friends.

lessons were okay.

let's see.. i got a Social Pscyhology class, a Professional Speaking/Writing class,

i also have Human Mass Comms class and a Dynamics of Mass Comms class.

nothing bad about those ones yet. class seems pretty slack, yet still into the class.

which is weird, i have never experienced something like that before.

Anyways, after school today, planning to go to Queensway for a bit then head off to TTSH

to see aunty. been sick for quite some time now..i think she's in ICU.

don't really know what happened there.

so that's it.

oh, and yeah, there'll be two "hotties of the week" this week. seeing as i missed last week.

till then. off to the bank now.

2009-06-29T04:07:00.002+08:00

i know its 4 in the morning, but im bored.

i just got out from the bathroom in the kitchen when i felt this breeze from the window.

it was a familiar breeze.

cool and refreshing.

it reminded me of the school camps over at LCK.

it reminded me of the lake, the rustling leaves in the night.

it reminded me of the smell of the jungle and the wood.

it reminded me of the taste of the badly cooked camp meals.

and to not forget, all the pumping. my arms are aching just from the memory. ha.

i wanted to go to the void deck for some reason.

it would be a hell of a lot better than being in this hot ass room.

but the stray cats tend to get violent. and plus, it'd just be weird.

so there, a post about a freaking breeze.

i can check that off of my to-do list. ha.

oh, and MDIS starts at 3.30pm.

meeting up with mark first.

that's right. same class. haha.

Social Behavioral Studies. Could it help me get the chickies?

okay, post over.

2009-06-27T22:58:00.003+08:00

Before the week ends,

let me post my now obligatory "hottie of the week"

And this week, the winner is......

Kristen Stewart.

Birthday:

4/9/1990

Nickname:

Kris, KStew

Birthname:

Kristen Jaymes Stewart

Hookups:

Michael Angarano

Hometown:

Los Angeles, CA

Assets:

Beautiful Eyes

Vices:

Cigarettes, weed

Sign:

Aries

Height:

5'6

Job:

Actress

Hobbies:

Surfing

Ethnicity:

White

Country of Origin:

United State

2009-06-23T14:41:00.004+08:00

you know, i've tried writing this post in so many different ways.

and in all of the tries, one thing is clear now.

i can spin it any way i want, but in the end, i was once again let down.

i was let down by my own perception that someone could be different.

that finally someone understood what it meant to not be apart of everyone else.

to be different.

to not be conformed by the shallow-ness of the human condition.

to be able to see more than just the shell.

to be able to not care too much of what any others think.

but let's face it.

we are but flawed creatures.

we are vain and ruthless and insecure.

to need other's approval.

to fit into a conformity so as to not be left behind, to not be alone.

i hate it. i absolutely loathe it.

in a way, i hate the way we think.

the way we think is partly the reason why i am the way i am right at this moment.

to be stuck in a stereotype. to not be able to cross any lines that would take me away from that.

it angers me that for me to act any other way than what is pre-programmed into people's heads

means that i am acting strange.

i hate this human condition.

2009-06-21T17:56:00.002+08:00

there's a "conversation" going on right now on a facebook photo right now

about what qualifies someone as being "picky"

picky as in the types of people they want to be in a relationship with.

so here's my point of view.

you cannot be picky if you are not pick-worthy in the first place.

i'm not picky. i'm not pick-worthy.

i'm what you call "the last resort"

i'm not "the backup plan"

i am the last resort.

so there you go. stop fucking complaining.

because even if you're not in the main team or the starting lineup,

at least you're in the team.

2009-06-21T01:38:00.002+08:00

i don't think it's of any surprise that i love comedy.

me love it long time. (there you go, joke 1. haha)

so since my life is not at all interesting, i'm gonna brag about it

and just to make sure, im going to start this post like all those chain messages.

YOU CANNOT STOP ONCE YOU'VE READ THIS.

THIS IS A TRUE STORY.

ONE DAY....ahhh, fuck it, i got no time and could care less about thinking of a chain message.

let's talk comedy.

let's talk funny people.

i don't know any funny people. Seriously. it's sad if you think about it.

some of the people who inspire the funniness are not even real people.

they're mostly characters in tv shows.

like Chandler from FRIENDS, Charlie Harper from 2&1/2 men.

the rest are probably made up from the Whose Line cast.

they're a different kind of funny. More sarcastic, spontaneous type of funny.

i love the whole improv thing. shows skill.

so that's it. my whole funniness genes are from tv.

who says its just a boob tube.

its a funny tube tooo.

im the proof in that very funny pudding. ha.

2009-06-19T19:57:00.002+08:00

CHU-BURA by Kelun.

chu-bura ima kimochi wo kakaete
kyou mo ki ga nagresugitayuku
kimi wo mitsumeru tabi komiageru
omoi mo naku tsutaerare nanimo naa

itsunomanika, wasureteita
namida ga umare no basho wo tamotte

saa, mabuta o akete
sono namida koushiki kae ni
tobikatteikeru
sono te ni todoku you ni

omoidashitanda kimi no uta wo
setsunaku no omou kimochi wo

onaji dorama wo nandomo miteru
kyou mo naa sonna ki ga shiteta zutto
kimi ga warattekureta shunkan ni
atarashii sutourii ga hajimatta

chu-bura rin na aseta hibi ga
irozuiteiku no ga wakatteanda

saa mabuta o akete
kodoku ni surikaeteta nakushiteta yuuki wo
kono te ni kakageyou
koraeteta namida
ima omoidashita kara
kimi no te o nigitte
monogatari wa hajimaru

aikusen no yoru wo
koete ima koko ni iru
kizutsutette ii sa
ima tsukae wo
saa mabuta wo akete
hitoride de furueteita
kimi no te o nigitte
omoi wo tsutaerunda

omoidashitanda kimi no uta o
setsunaku no omou kimichi o

my daily fix of Japanese songs.

this just happens to come from an anime.

A total coincidence, i swear.

i'm no anime freak.

2009-06-18T19:53:00.003+08:00

So for this little post, i'm going to be introducing a whole new segment.

It's called...(wait for it...)...."Hottie of the Week".

So, it's not exactly groundbreaking news.

But hey, if i have to live through some of your tens of photos of you eating lunch,

you can live through this. In fact, this might even be a step up.

Anyways, here is the first ever hottie of the week.

It is none other than Jennifer Morrison of "House M.D" fame.

Bio.

Name: Jennifer Morrison

Birthdate: 12 April 1979

Sign: Ares

Status: Not Single.

Height: 5'5"

Okay, so there she is. The first "hottie of the week" for thewayward-son.

For those who do not know who she is, (REALLY?) she is most well-known

for playing Dr. Cameron in the FOX hit "House M.D."

So was recently featured in Men's Health Magazine.

Naturally, she looks awesomely hot.

And Naturally, i'm gonna post them.

all picture credits go to men's fitness.

2009-06-17T00:08:00.001+08:00

interview tomorrow.

i'm nervous. can you tell?

Nervous by ~Scummy on deviant ART

2009-06-12T22:31:00.003+08:00

okay, here's the deal.

i'm a little slow when it comes to local news.

because, lets face it. it's local news.

so there i was surfing through the local yahoo portal,

when i saw the news about the abused prince's wife.

i mean, sure the news is terrible.

the guy was a fucking prince, you'd think he'd have common sense to not have done what was

'allegedly' done.

but then i saw the wife.

i thought, "holy crap, she's hot."

the prince had taste, but was a fucking nutjob.

i mean she was gorgeous, naturally beautiful.

so i did a little digging, not like it was difficult.

Wiki is so helpful at times like this. So, thank you, Wikipedia.

Anyways, her name is Manohara Odelia Pinot. i know.

she's indonesian. with a little American, a little bugis and a little French.

She's a model. (of course she is. when someone is part indon, american, french, what do you expect them to be?)

And she's 17.

that's right. 17. H-O-L-Y C-R-A-P.

she looks 20+, but damn.

and she was married? DAMN. i guess when you're a prince......

she's gone through a lot, and is very hot.

it may be inappropriate, but sadly, true.

i want to enjoy her beauty.

SHE'S 17!

so get jealous, bitches.

2009-06-11T18:25:00.002+08:00

let this be the warning.

this update is to be about football.

first off, kaka.

kaka is off to Real Madrid for 62 million.

fucking hilarious. so much for club loyalty.

immediately after Ancellotti leaves, so does the biggest stars of AC.

Pato might leave to Chelsea. So might Pirlo. Kaka to Real.

Unbelievable.

Next off, Ronaldo.

C Ronaldo finally left the Theatre Of Dreams for the Bernabeau.

from a neutral's point of view, i can understand his desire.

he was born in lisbon, and players from that area usually do dream about playing for Madrid.

And plus, United getting 80 MILLION is good. gives them a chance to get

a player of similar calibre.

Okay, that's it for the big name signings.

as of now, im gonna head into those transfer rumors.

Ribery has yet to cement his loyalty to his current club, Bayern Munich,

adding fuel to transfer talks between him and Chelsea and United.

Next is David Villa, who has until the end of the week to choose

between Madrid and Chelsea.

Manchester United is now in pole position to acquire Antonio Valencia from Wigan.

Pato has said that he wants to talk to former AC manager, who is now in charge of Chelsea,

for his possible transfer to Chelsea.

Well, thats about it. Ronaldo moving to Spain wasnt as much of a surprise as Kaka moving.

Ronaldo has always stated his desire to play there so the fans were expecting that sooner or later however, Kaka had the potential to be a one man club. oh well, everyone has a price.

oh, and here's a laugh. Liverpool is going down the crapper financially. So.....Leeds II? Fantastic.

2009-06-10T00:53:00.003+08:00

my hopes were raised slightly yesterday when i saw in the

blogosphere yesterday that Megan Fox was heading to Singapore.

and it was at that moment that maybe, just maybe, i could catch her at the airport.

haha, i dont care what you say, it's megan fox.

i would risk my dignity and pride. i would scream like a fangirl meeting the jonas bros.

haha, but alas, it was just a stopover for a layover flight to Japan.

damn that Japan. DAMN YOU, ROBOT PEOPLE!!

i mean the biggest star to ever step on our shores was the Rock and three of those 'Heroes'

people.

ahh, i bet the people who did see megan fox at the airport got erections.

she's like a bloody cock magnet..hahahaha..

well, next time.

oh and here's one more thing.

megan fox is also bisexual.

and i leave you with this little factoid.

"hot people who are bi are sexy.

ugly people who are bi are desperate."

remember that.

2009-06-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

the week's been good to me so far.

okay, it's only been two days in. but so far so good.

finally completed application at MDIS today.

will be getting their confirmation by friday.

huuuurrrrahh.

found out that i had to downgrade from double X to single X today.

awesome, i get to save an extra 2 bucks the next time i buy clothes. ahaha.

i really need to buy new clothes.

people say i'm lazy, that's why i dont lose weight.

truthfully, it's just a big pain in the ass.

do you know how expensive it would be?

buying new clothes and shit.

it's not cheap, and it's not like i have a stable flow of income.

ahh...damn.

so i think i should just proceed and continue with this 'diet', no?

wanna know what it is?

here goes. i only eat breakfast and lunch/dinner with minimal snacking.

no exercise! take that, Jackie Chan and your California fitness!! hahahahaha.

it might not be the healthiest thing to do, but it seems to be working, for now.

DAMN YOU, SOCIAL PRESSURES!!!!

2009-06-02T21:12:00.002+08:00

i've read the 'new moon' book.

actually i'm only 100 pages in.

and you would think that 100 pages in ANY book would have sparked the reader's interest/

but i have yet to feel anything towards this book.

first 2 chapters was basically about how good someone looked, chapter 3 was about moping.

and so far in the fourth, it's more of the same.

i don't really get how it became a global best-seller.

you know, add in sex scenes in this book and it's nothing more than just a dirty book

about vampires and werewolves.

that's my 2 cents about that.

feels good to get that off my chest

2009-06-02T19:21:00.001+08:00

i did something bad.

well, i didnt think it was bad until someone told me it was.

okay, i knew it was something bad. so sue me.

anyways, i feel like i should apologise. but how?

i think doing it thru fb is a tad over the line, no?

i must find a way. they seemed pretty pissed too. damn.

2009-05-31T23:33:00.002+08:00

if i were to tell you that i have been watching the original Power Rangers on youtube,

what would you think?

would you think, "ohmygod, that power rangers was badass!!!!!!"

or would it go something like, "YOU'RE STILL WATCHING THAT CRAP!?"

i'm thinking more of 'badass' than 'lame-ass'.

oh, guess where i was today?

no, dumbshit. not there.

i was at home. NOT at ECP.

why wasn't i there? probably because i did what i do best in this world.

which is to be forgotten. forever to be the guy in the background.

but i don't mind it sometimes. the guy in the background is there so people can distiguish the leads from the extras.

we make them noticable at the cost of our own noticability.( is that even a word?)

and the worst thing is...i can expect pictures soon.

frolicking, laughing..........

hate that. stop that. i don't wanna see that. fuck that. fuck you. fuck you all.

oh, don't worry. i'll still be home again tomorrow. i'm a shut in. not by choice, but by design.

2009-05-31T02:28:00.002+08:00

important week, last week.

had my interview over at segway sentosa.

how cool would it be to head to sentosa EVERY DAY.

still haven't gotten any info about the second interview.

here's crossing the fingers hoping they like my interview.

it wasn't that bad. did everything i learnt as best as possible.

anyways, the interviewer was hot tho..haha, she was distracting.

if i didnt get the job, i blame her. haha.

other than that, i was filling my time watching videos on youtube.

let's see, i went through Jeff Dunham, Cyril the japanese magician

and lastly the first season of Mighty Morphin' Power Rangers.

yes, that's right. it was a classic. didn't realise until now that Zordon had an english accent.

hahaha. go check that out.

and the peeps over at nyp ended their respective attachments and fyp.

they seem more excited about the end rather than the switch.

and they're having this thing over ECP tomorrow.

oh, and congrats on graduating to Lulu, Munir, Nico.

and gonna ask MissM to go watch A&D soon.

until the next time something exciting happens. (don't hold your breath).

2009-05-28T13:11:00.002+08:00

tomorrow's my first interview with segway sentosa. hope it's the only interview,

meaning they offer the job right there and then. it's a longshot. but so was getting the interview

from an online application anyway. been training up on interview skills. getting a new shirt and jeans soon. not just for the interview. (my current jeans are ripped at the toes and the only buttoned-down shirt i have is pinstriped.)

so, right now the question is : to bugis? or to queensway?

fuck...should i be this nervous?

2009-05-27T00:05:00.001+08:00

BACK

BOTAK!!!

my botak days are back, BAY-BEY. it feels all airy and light.

i mean i literally felt a weight lift off from my shoulders.

yes, it was that long.

however, the thing about being botak, especially to me, is that it doesn't really look good.

but i don't care, because it feels GREAT.

on to other things now. it seems that Dustin is gg to the US on the 5th and the NBPS peeps want to hold

a get-together on Monday. Something about a sushi buffet.

so yeah, that's the only immediate plans i have for the next week.

well, that and maybe the FA Cup Grandstand at CHIJmes.

oh, and also the UCL finals on Thrusday night.

need to find a job soon. need income like, right now. i seriously cannot guarantee how long

my bank account will last. AHHH....

wanted to get back to JTC but apparently they're not looking.

And it seems that MissMinah is also looking desperately.

i don't know if applying and sending resumes through the internet really works, but i'm not gonna stop.

there was somethig about the segway thing in sentosa, tho. hoping to get that one. how awesome would

that be.

oh, and P.S. please have clean hands when approaching the botak. anything other than that is just disgusting.

2009-05-18T20:27:00.002+08:00

is being childish a psychological symptom?

if it its, someone send professional help (the crappy, free ones tho.)

what am i supposed to do when the nearest sibling is 14, a girl and fairly hormonal right about now?

and the boy is only 12, watches Power Rangers (okay, so do i ) and for someone realated to me, very disturbing UN-realtable.

can i expect them to mature up? of course not. they're kids.

so what do i do? un-mature myself..to much disappointment.

i mean, if i had a brother that was a year or two younger than me, i'd be thrilled. but i don't.

if i did have a younger that was close to my age, we could talk about soccer and porn and shit,

like the brothers you see on tv.

but i don't. so i become childish. almost too childish. i need help before the next thing i know, my hand is being held and i have a Power Rangers band-aid on a boo-boo.

the cure? i need more friends. or a girlfriend. whichever comes first, i'm not picky.

2009-04-30T10:58:00.002+08:00

okay, i've had it. enough of this silliness.

i read twilight, i even saw the damn movie to see what the hell all the ruckus was all about.

and after i went through both, i realised something. FUCK THAT SHIT.

holy crap, i couldn't understand why people would love this.

then came another realisation. people dont love this, GIRLS do.

it all came to me. this book wasnt the result of awesome writing, stroytelling.

this was nothing more than a very profitable play on girls' all around the world's fantasies.

oh, im gonna break this shit the fuck down.

the story is of this lonely, almost emo-esque girl travelling down to a dark, gloomy, wet town

living with her father.

she goes to a new school, has to make new friends but is socially awkward.

first play: who the fuck has never been socially awkward. nice start to get the readers to try to understand the character's feelings and crap.

she apparently gets attracted to this guy, who is the vampire. oh, who also conveniently looks

inhumanely awesome.

next play: oh yeah, im sure girls aren't attracted to hot looking guys. cheap shot.

and then a bunch of crap happens including the vampire saving the girl from a car crash.

next play: oh yeah, he's good looking and a hero. girls are into it now.

and then the vampire reveals his powers and why he's so attracted to this one girl.apparently, her scent is so strong that he can't resist it. but he can't feed on human blood.

powers include skin shining like diamonds when hitting the sunlight. superhuman strength, superspeed and mindreading.

next play: this is like putting girls fantasies of the perfect guy on overdrive. point out to me a girl who wouldn't fall for a guy who has skin so perfect, able to save anyone, who knows exactly what they want from what they're thinking and oh yeah, looks good. this play on the girls is so obvious its almost funny.

then they try to make guys in to this thing by the obvious inclusion of mythological creatures, a pretty lame fight scene and chase scene.

reason its a bestseller: girls all over the world think they're bella, knows what she's going through, and goes gaga over the perfect guy/vampire.

Champ's Lge. update.

2009-04-16T22:13:00.003+08:00

It's been some time after the match but really, the excited-ness i feel,

as i believe other devils fans feel, is far from over. THE RED DEVILS ARE HEADED TO THE

SEMI-FINALS, BITCHES!!!!!!!!!! it was an awesome match, with one goal being the difference.

it's been a long time since i stayed up so late just for a match.

Ronaldo came in big again last night, scoring in the first 6 minutes. and what a goal. too awesome to put into words. i almost had a heart attack at the sight. hahaha.

and in other news, other guys starting school next week. Haha. i guess i really should get the application soon. maybe this weekend. haha. only got till may to apply.

watched the wolverine movie not long ago. the leaked version was pretty decent.

awesome quality but it was an obvious workprint. effects not done and that really bummed me out. however, the story was pretty good. not sure if they stayed true to the original story.

oh, fast and furious also out but has yet to see it. hopefully catch it in the cinemas.

pictures from the match :

Final score. Onto the semis.

Crucial stopper.

Great goalscorer. The winning shot.

pics credits to gettyimages.

look who's baaaaaack!!

2009-04-12T22:43:00.002+08:00

back to blogging duties.

it's been fucking long.

and it's been fucking boring waiting.

i think its sad that when this much time has passed and have

nothing majorly interesting happen to yourself.

i did, however found a new addiction in the form of DJ Max.

will be blogging again.

Haha.

2009-02-12T02:21:00.002+08:00

dont think will be using this blogger anymore.

from now my life will be scattered throughout the whole of the internet.

if you wanna follow up(though i doubt it), use your own damn mind to find me.

The past: SO COOL.

2009-02-10T16:26:00.002+08:00

Days are getting boring.

Need a job.

REALLY need a job.

i was so bored a few days ago, i decided to google my e-mail and you would'nt

believe what i found. it was my old OLD xanga site.

it was funny reading back to all my old posts.

it seemed so important back then, the stuff i was writing in about.

now, it just looks really dumb, and childish. haha.

if i remembered correctly, i think it was an english assignment that led to the whole xanga deal.

i started clicking around my old classmates from 2e7.

it was funny when you start to compare the posts from back then to the posts

they have in their blog right now.

how we all have matured, eh?

i mean, it was so much simpler back then.

all we had to think about were exams and tests.

now, you know, there's jobs, the future, results are more important.

oh mann, what i would give to go back then and just hang out with them.

2009-01-27T15:33:00.002+08:00

There was once a newspaper article just after the release of Pirates of the Caribbean. The first one.

The article was about how Singapore was mentioned in popular shows and movies.

i think Singapore was mentioned in: Pirates of the Caribbean,

HOUSE M.D,

Road to Singapore (It was a movie, long time ago..)

And so now, as a fellow kiasu and proud Singaporean, i'd like to mention two more.

First, mentioned in the anime, "kurogane no linebarrels." or "Linebarrels of iron".

it was something about the Seletar base in singapore getting attacked and needing some mega robot help. Yay, Singapore!....

Next up, in the thriller movie, "Eagle Eye". Apparently, the main character, played by Shia La-something worked in Singapore. And when he got caught by the Feds, they mentioned a dummy company in Singapore as a front for bad things happening all over. Yay again.

So to wrap this up, Singapore has been preceived as many things. In "Pirates", we were a dirty country filled with hos. In "HOUSE", well, the same. At least the same was implied.

In "Eagle Eye", we had companies as a front for bad things that are happening. In the anime, we were attacked by giant robots. woohoo.

2009-01-23T21:52:00.004+08:00

okay, this was like who knows how long ago.

this was the RSAF open house a few months ago.

i would have more pics posted up but most of them are of Nazri, the vain person that he is.

so okay, here they are.

it was a chilly day, they wanted something to warm themselves.

this was the best we could find

i wanted to know if i could fit.

same.again.

a random guy took this picture.

girls take pictures of their reflections on the train.

Men take pictures of their reflections off FIGHTER PLANES.

it just looked really, really cool.

quickie.

2009-01-22T02:00:00.002+08:00

mom just had her surgery just now, or yesterday, or whatever the time it was.

didn't know what it was for, she didn't mention it until this morning when

she woke me up at 3 in the morning, telling there was not gg to be any food for the day.

"no food for the day"would usually wake me up, so yeah, i took notice.

exams coming, fuck.

posted to IS, fucking fuck.

just an overall 'haiis' feeling, fuckity fuck fuck.

woo, f-bombs all over the place.

anyway, thats it for updates i suppose.

oh yeah, movie posts coming up i guess. bunch of good movies came out, and you

guys are gonna read about it, whether you want to or not. probably not.

FUUUUUCCCKKK!!!!!

2009-01-13T20:25:00.002+08:00

found out that i got posted to IS yesterday.
FUUUUCCCCKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
who gives a shit about IS?!!
programming, programming, programming!!!
NO MORE JAVA! NO MORE JAVA!
i wanted IM so muuch.
Makes me think they dont really care about the students' choices.

if they give me a stupid reason and say," we give the better students priority",
argh, i dunno lahh.. i mean, if they are better off, it shouldn't matter where they're posted.
they should be paying attention to the weaker guys right? i mean they chose what they chose
for a reason.

no point posting me to a programming specialisation when i practically have no idea when
it comes to programming. it's too boring. too many words la..
im more of a visual person. books i can handle, not programs, cause they dont make sense in
a English point of view.

anyway, looking for someone to trade their IM specialisation with mine. it is highly
doubtful but there can be no more harm done in trying.

2009-01-01T17:51:00.000+08:00

The words are coming I feel terrible
Is it typical for us to end like this
Am I just another scene
From a movie that you've seen 100 times
Cause baby you weren't the first
or the last or the worst
And I've got to fill the blanks
in this past with a verse
And we could sit around and cry but
frankly your not worth it
Anymore

So say hello to all the boys
at the top of this table that
your under
Lipstick lullabies
This is sorry for the last time
And baby I understand that your making new friends
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/bpz ]
This is how you get by
The moral this time is
Girls make boys cry

On any other day I would shoot the boy
Buy you a simple toy
Had caused a scene like this
Leave him hanging on the walls
Just a picture in the hall
Like 100 more
Consider this as a gift as you
taste him on your lips
And he's making you scream with
his hands on your hips
I hope he's leaving you empty
baby this is just a fix
For such a simple little whore

And your name remains the same
All that has changed is this pretty face
So pull the trigger
It never gets closer
You want to start over
But never start over

2008-12-31T12:25:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year's Eve.

Happy Half-Day.

2009 might not suck as much as this year tho.

the reason is simple, that is when i get to choose my specialisation.

Hopefully, no more programming modules. Just pure design.

Ah, just thinking about it is making me happy in my happy place.

hahahaha.

Well, i didnt post on those days but here we go : "Merry Christmas", "Happy Boxing Day".

And a VERY VERY belated happy birthday to Valerie and Acmy and to other December

babies.

Projects due soon. Hate that.

Change of song to: When i get home, you're so dead by Mayday Parade.

Update done.

Back blogging in 2009. probably not the first tho cause i bet thats when all bloggers will blog

about.

I try to be different. Thats my style.

2008-12-21T01:54:00.002+08:00

Quick one right now.
Was surfing the net when i came across flaski.it
super funny pics.
Enjoy.

Hahaha, i dont think guys mind this too much tho.

Many dream of Mercedes, BMWs, Lamborghinis but i dream of this.
My dream car.

2008-12-18T21:51:00.002+08:00

finally got my room clean today. looks brand new.
cant believe there's so much crap around the room.
all it needs is a new red paint job. hahaha. not the whole goth red color, but a nice Manchester United red. ooooh, that'd be nice. that'd be reeeal nice.

oooh, and maybe a whole mural on one side of the room. aaahh, that'd also be nice.
okay okay, while i snap back to reality, lets talk about the FIFA club world cup comp.
United just battered Gamba Osaka 5-3. Amazing. And also, the whole Suzuki Cup thing.
Lions to semi-final second leg at home. Im going. Definitely.

JengJengJeng's coming back tomorrow. Hahahaha, but no convos till Monday i suppose.
Okay then. That's that.

2008-12-12T00:13:00.002+08:00

is life just a cruel bitch?
hell yeah.
life is like the infernal chase to that stupid, fucking, dangling carrot in front of us.
life doesn't care if you get the carrot or not, it just likes to see you fucking die trying.

let's not beat around the bush here, everyone knows im fucking huge.
not fucking big-boned, not fucking tough, im just flat out fucking huge.
was it my own doing? hell yeah.
did i know the consequences? hell no.
did anybody tell me i could die? hell no. they fucking told me it would be unhealthy.
thanks for being vague, assholes. thanks for telling me i could potentially be unhappy.
fuck, if you people didn't know already, yeah, i have a long-term, uncurable, chronic disease.
think about it for a second and guess. it's ok, i'll wait.
was it hereditary, therefore inevitable? maybe.
was it my own doing? possibly.
do i wish i would have been smarter a long ass time ago and tried to stop this? fuck yeah.

So far, in these 2 years since i found out about this diabetes thing, life sucks.
that's right, this thing apparently causes other incurable things to happen, like hair loss. yeah, apparently it causes crap to happen so more crap can happen to me and that's why i have the cap. now you know.
i never noticed till my classmates did. fuck. to think i could have destroyed my own self.
am i not just the luckiest son of a bitch you've met? i think so.
no pity. hell, pitying me would be an insult.
i don't pity me, i hate me.
and then add to that the fact that my course of study has wasted 2 years worth of my time,
money and brain cells just makes it worse.

and i know, there are people out there living good lives having to deal with the same problem i do. but fuck, im 18, not like them.
you know what normal 18 year olds do? i dont.
you know what i do? i eat 3 different pills 3 times a day, look out for sugar in my diet and worry about potential heart conditions in the future.
it's not going to go away. and i hate that

why am i just ranting about this crap now, i mean it has been two years.
the reason is simple.
just because its simple, doesn't mean i have to say.
the reason is mine, and only mine.

2008-11-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

I never dreamt it'd be this way
I've lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight

I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one...

...Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight...

Tonight...

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
And if I should fall, I know you're waiting
And if I should call, I know you're there
If ever you cry just know
I'm in your heart tonight...
I'm in your heart tonight.

2008-11-20T15:58:00.002+08:00

okay. its time to rant.
granted i just posted, but this just got into my head.
hahahaha.

here it is. here goes. ready. phew.
I HATE DMIT.
there it is.
i hate it.
i have been mislead.
i was tricked by the hot chicks they paraded in the auditorium that day.
they used my own hormones against me.
damn it.

it is called multimedia and infocomm technology but for two years now,
i've been thought nothing but useless information. and when i say useless, i mean useless.
i mean, seriously, how important can Computing mathematics be in real life situations?
how is it even related to multimedia, OR infocomm technology. it almost as useful
as teaching us biology.
i mean come on!!

and next up, is all this programming crap.
what is with this people and programming?
i mean , i dont know its some kind of fetish they have or something but this all too
(for the lack of another word) icky.
and dont they ever dare say this is all my fault, cause i chose this course.
yes, yes i did. but by not knowing the horrors that await me.

and only because DMD was a new course and they were just as vague about that as any other thing there.
some people know what they want to do in life and some dont.
fortunately, i do know, and that is Graphic Design.
and in these two years, i have had one mod of Graphic Design.
what they consider to be friggin multimedia is Digital Media Design, and Animation through Interactive Media.
oh, and guess what, there's codes in there too.
i hate codes, i hate writing English when it doesnt mean what its supposed to mean.
i mean, " confirm return, "do you want to delete" "????!!! whatt!!!

oh and did i mention, if you dont do well in all these crappy classes, you dont get to choose your specialty? oh yea, thats a good morale booster. "Hey kids, dont do well, and you dont get to do what you love!". what do they expect the reply to be? , "Gee whiz, thats okay, mister."
i mean, fuck that.

what do they see us doing in the future?
being tech support in some multinational co.??
being internet programmers?
being someone involved in Singapore's already crappy animation scene??
no thanks. it's not my cup of tea, but tea seems to be the only thing they're serving.
ahh, damn it all.

2008-11-20T15:45:00.002+08:00

holy crap, i hate irony.

if irony was to have its own day, today was that day.
look, i dont usually go to messenger to talk to people.
but today, of all days, today, i needed to ask something important and no one was online.
holy crap, what the hell!
hahaha
screw it.

im an eagle baby now.

2008-10-29T01:54:00.003+08:00

nothing much today, eh.
just a total dud of a day in school.

i guess the only highlight if the day seems to be the
day-long adventure known as msn-ing with Ain 'Sharada'.
we talked about feelings, and emotions...
YEAH RIGHT.

nahh, for real tho, we talked about some nasty things on her part, and funny
things on mine. i think it was the longest time we msn-ed, and it was great i guess.

i think it got weird near the end tho...right when i think she was aking me something impt,
ih ope it wasnt just some hot air

Lecturers need new speeches.

2008-10-26T14:12:00.003+08:00

hmm.

as to quote a funny kid, "im an under-achiever, not an idiot."

life's been boring. and this is so weird.
my subconcious is acting up again.
i was on the way to school on monday when i realised that i was on the wrong train,
heading towards Jurong. whats up with that??!!
i mean, its been almost a month since i went to jurong for work.
and i didnt even realise it until i reached yew tee.
so yeah, i guessed i was either so used to jurong east for that whole month that
i didnt realise, or could i really be missing the place?
there were plenty of laughs, i admit.
ar, no worries.
until i do this frequently, i dont think this is a problem. not unless i overshoot the train all the way to toa payoh. ehemm.

hsm3 song removed! thank god almighty!

I lost a bet. thats why.

2008-10-25T01:08:00.002+08:00

First off, before anyone gives me heat about the HSM song,
i lost a bet. i had no choice.
who would've thought i'd lost at an eating contest?
so bear with it for a while. if i have to, so do you.

2008-10-14T13:23:00.003+08:00

in school.
somebody hand me a noose already.

gram's finally coming back today from the hospital.
hoorah.
oh yeah, and watched madagascar2. what can i say. it was a cartoon movie of animals in africa.
hahaha.

exams and projects due soon.
haiiis.. like i said before, someone hand me a noose already.
not looking forward to it, but can't escape it.
arr, this course was a mistake i think. they misrepresented themselves.
the course is called..."Multimedia and infocomm technology."
but it has been 2 years and so far, it has been " infocomm technology".
it's quite unrealistic really.
imagine this, how many real life situations do you really see me in when i have to use Computing Mathematics, ah?

i mean, it is kinda stupid for me to go through all this shits of a modules when i know what my specialty is gonna be, Graphic Design.
i mean for me, colors, shapes, and all that interest me. not programming people's website.
everything is programming with these people. i think they have some kind of fetish or something. i mean, "internet programming", "object-oriented programming", "PMP". what the hell?? haiis.

i mean at least there's something to look forward to this weekend. Jeff dunham is airing a new Christmas Special for comedy central. if you dont know who the hell jeff dunham is, then look up Achmed the terrorist in youtube. if you've seen it before, thats the guy. cant wait for that. woohoo for puppets and funny accents.

2008-10-14T13:23:00.002+08:00

sup eh?

it feels like the good ol' days. days where the doctor would stick something in your a-hole when you have diarrohea. People keep saying that its necessary but it feels so damn disgusting.

oh, oh, " what the hell is this?" you ask?

oh, its easy. this is what school has been like the past 2 days.
i say this everytime, but i dont lie.
well, not about not likeing school anyways.
Hahahaha, new people. im tired of meeting new people.
i dont wanna really know them, and its not like im so interesting either.
Fuck it. Fuck it all.
Hahahahaha.

2008-09-25T16:31:00.002+08:00

sup, eh?

you know what? i've taken plenty of pretty fucked up things
in my stride in plenty of fucked up years but this was the worst.
i have been insulted, i have been beaten upon, and once, i've even been farted upon
in my sleep ( just dont ask me how i know).
but this takes the cake.
finally, i think the collection is complete and i believe both me and my stride can't take
it no more.

im gonna be like the silent emo dude sitting in the corner. (im no emo, seriously)
im gonna be the one that just sits there and blends in to my environment by being invisible.
im gonna be the one who wont stand out unless need be.
im gonna be the one whose gonna friends to those who approach me and none that shun me.
im gonna be the one who wont be tricked into anything by stupid feints.

i know i sound like a big moaning son of a bitch, but live with it.
i finally decided, that if nothing happens, i dont have to take it.
im just gonna be the spectator in this thing called life, and finally see the truths
you dont normally get to see as a participant.
hahahahaha, eat that bitches!
hahahahaha..

2008-09-22T13:41:00.002+08:00

all you internet peoples out there!
wassup, eh?

18 now.
just one.
JUST ONE?!!
yeah, just one.
i hate this. screw you all.

2008-09-15T16:24:00.002+08:00

sup, eh?

ahhhhhhhhhh..
its monday.again.
it's out of my reach.
you are a distraction.
you are my everlasting adrenaline rush
you are an addiction that i dont wanna get cured from.

2008-09-11T12:00:00.003+08:00

ello ello all you internet people!
wassup, eh?

i've been so tired lately that i haven't been able to blog. well, not at home anyways.
this job may be boring, yet it still makes me tired. could that be an indication of how bored i am? haha.
ok, i am now here, back in jurong east, blogging, not doing work, almost sleeping.
nahh, it's not too bad. there has definitely been a bit more laughs around here. the whole awkward feeling of meeting a new person has totally been lifted.

and CS has finally spent his 3 months over at tekong and is finally able to go out, so we're going to celebrate that later. i bet the bastard looks good botak-ed out and army like. hahahahahahaha. okk, more on that after work. and yes, the dough has been rolling in, so more things for hidayat to own....
oh, and ok, i will put up an update on the supermodel post soon enough.

and it looks like you managed to avoid embarassing yourself by embarassing me instead.
kudos on that.

2008-09-09T09:38:00.002+08:00

ferst day of work was yesterday. it was ok.
no wait, it's ramadhan. i can't lie.
really, it was boring. Really boring.
it was like watching paint dry while being slapped around with a big, big phone book.
i thought it was going to be good experience, which it is. but still, im here stuck in a closet like room with one other person, looking through architecture plans.
i was sleepy after the first half-hour.
but still, after going through that many rolls of architecture plans, i kinda feel sorry for those architecture students. the plans were so detailed, it was kinda painful to read. let alone make the plans.
And here i am again, back in the first floor room of boring-ness. i've been here for over an
hour already and all i've done is slack around. the supervisor is at the 21st floor. Everybody seems to be at the 21st floor. Yibin, Naz, Acmy,Val,Aaron,YiZuang. Everyone. and here i am.
i feel so special...................................
anyway, since it is just the two of us in this room, i guess it's easier to slack around. i mean, she slacks around more than me. she's been here for a month, i can't believe she hasn't shot herself yet..hahahahahahahahaha..
oh well, back to 'work' then. i mean to get 54 bucks a day to slack around. pretty awesome. but oring at the same time. could this be irony? who the fuck cares.

2008-09-04T16:27:00.002+08:00

OIIII all you internet people!
wassup, eh?

first post in some time.
my laptop totally got trojan-ed.
curse those computer geeks who created it!
anyways, puase is in session and so far, so good.
oh and heres a couple of people i wanna show, you may or may not recognise them.
first up is a video of terry fator, who won America's got talent 2007.
It's pretty hilarious and cool, what he does that is. just see the video and stop whining.
ok, next is a supermodel. trust me, a supermodel post was bound to be up anyways,
so be thankful its just one supermodel and not many. (for the ladies.)
guys, if you want more, im more than happy to show you.
and dunt misunderstand, it's not like i spend my time looking at supermodels pictures.

ok, the video. terry fator with emma taylor for his America's got talent audition.

song is "at last" originally by etta james. the voice is exact by the way.

ok, next the supermodel.
gawk and be thankful, guys

First Name: Miranda
Last Name: Kerr
Nationality: Australian
Ethnicity: Australian
Hair Color: Brown
Eye Color: Blue
Date of Birth: February 20 1983
Place of Birth: Sydney, Australia
Height: 5'9" ; 175cm
Measurements: (US) 32-24-34 ; (EU) 81-61-86
Dress Size: (US) 6 ; (EU) 36
Shoe Size: (US) 8 ; (EU) 39

2008-08-26T14:44:00.002+08:00

wassup, eh?

old people are cranky. won't you agree?
well, not all old people, just happens to be all the old people i know.
they make me their bitches. but the thing is, i could not have helped them if i wanted,
and they dare think they're better than me? me? a person who has to help them? ha!
make me laugh why dont you.

lets dive in the meaning of 'help'. well, to me, i believe help should only be given to people of a certain criteria.
the criteria is that they can't do it and require my help, or the don't know how to
do it and require my help. other than that, they're just too lazy to do a damn thing about it.
Parents have got into his thinking that since they have children, the children can help do some chores. and hey, i DO the chores, but now, they've gotten used to the fact that the children will do as they say and that way of thinking of thinking pisses me off.
how difficult is it to go to the store right in the opposite block to buy a drink? thats just freking ridiculous if you have to ask your children to buy it for you. Again, once in a while, i don't care. but not to the fact that the uncle in the shop doesnt even recognise who you are!
and when you say no, they think it's such a big deal. yeah, because saying no to going to the store is like getting a tattoo behind their back. it's not a big deal, just go and buy it yourself!
And i know not many parents are like this but how many of them totally lack gratitude? the first thing you say when someone has done sommething for you is "where's the change?" no thanks?!
now that is just adding fuel to the flame. arr, whatever.

to sum it up, old people are lazy, ungrateful and cranky.

2008-08-26T00:37:00.003+08:00

"when someone prays for patience, does god give him patience or the opportunity to be patient?
when someone prays for courage, does god give him courage or th eooportunity to be courageous?"

all you internet people out there! wassup, eh?
exams are over, olympics are over and holiday is here!
pretty much the best week ever if you tell me.
applying for jobs left and right, but waiting for this big one during the F1 period.
perhaps watch the race for free? well, anyways, fingers crossed.
other than that, its pretty much the usual.

that's it. oh and yeah, raden put this post up on his blog once and hey, i gotto agree with some of his points. just read it and see. and dun get offended or anything.

"if you were to go on to friendster right now a check out the members, it wont be hard to spot those young girls posting pics of themselves in certain angles to make themselves look more hot or cute or smth. Its not wrong..it just irritates me. Yar its my problem, and hello this is my blog so i'd like to talk about it.

I mean, cant you take pics normally?? Just show ur true figure or true facial features. Why must you post such pics? Are you desperate for guys attention or smth? DUH. but why? why do u certain girls wish to get laid so much? I will never understand, and this 'epidemic' will never end. You put in your 'about me' that you wanted to find your 'mr right' or 'the one'...That person will only come when he sees your true colours. No matter how pretty or ugly u look. Sure you might attract some guys while u have such idiotic pics of urself, but dont say i didnt warn u wen he leaves you cos he cant accept who u reali are, or wat u reali looked like.

Futhermore, posting such pics of urself actually downgrades your morality (u noe wat i mean). Like, siala tak tahu malu kepe.

I find that girls who have a true sense of beauty dont take such pics. they post their normal happy2 photos with friends kinda thing and dont edit a single shit in it to make themselves look hot or smth. I mean, if ur dat pretty, then ok lor. If not den, get over it and dont make a fool of urself by posting those fake hot photos of urself.

Sorry to anyone who felt offended. This is all just IMO, dont have to take it seriously."

2008-08-16T13:48:00.003+08:00

picture credit to ittf and yahoo!

singapore wins! singapore wins!
ehh, ferst medal in 40 plus years. pretty good. pretty good.
so, according to ittf, this game was the longest in the event so far, 3 hours and 40 minutes. it was a good game, so fast paced, esp the 4th match. funny enough, this is the first olympics-related event i've watched since the opening ceremony. didnt really care for the other sports really, esp swimming. we already know who's gonna win, so why bother?

ok, on another subject, i AM trying to buckle down for my exams, especially the pain in the ass CMaths. arr, who uses algebra and differentiation and all that crap in real life anyways? there are no such things as variables or x's and y's in real life. you dont see the uncle at the supermarket using equations to calculate how much you spent or the stockboy using algebra to count the stock he has do you? i think this is all impractical things to teaching. covering all the bases is important but this particular 'base' has got nothing to do with what i want to do. ar well, forget about it. just wanna get this over with and onto the holidays. exam's a bitch, and not the kind of bitch people want to adopt from the spca either.

2008-08-13T01:03:00.001+08:00

quizzes. and the results, i think, are all true.

You Are a Jelly Donut

So you're a little rounder than most folks - but it's only in the right places!

You maintain a clean exterior, even if you're all messy on the inside.

You think you're the best, and that's mostly true...

But remember, you're just an empty shell without your jelly!

What Donut Are You?

tasty, eh?.

2008-08-12T20:15:00.002+08:00

okk..back again. just found this thing.. i killed me man, im still laughing..

Mandalorian Dance @ Yahoo! Video

2008-08-12T19:06:00.003+08:00

ehhh all you internet people!
wassup eh?
lives must suck pretty bad if you've sunk low enough to read my blog.. you don't have to say anything, but you know who you are.

anyways, common tests are over. hope i pass. there is no other option than to pass. cause if i don't pass, guess what? i'm gonna be screwed.

so okay, last week was quite troublesome for me, what with all the common tests and all. but stul did find them to go out with the guys. it's good to fully submit to your slacker self sometimes and i was more than happy to do that especially after all the project stuff.

so monday : was just msn-ing when naz msn-ed me about wanting to go to this guitar shop over at peninsula to well, just basically gawk at them. well, that was what i thought until i found out he was actually scouting for a guitar..eh, loaded or what this guy. no lah, he didnt buy there but his father promised to pay for half for any guitar if he would get a job and earn just 100 bucks. EH!...
this tells me two things : either naz's father is not the sharpest knife out there, or..( and this is a big possibility) that naz is so much of a slacker at home that him earning hundred bucks is a big achievement! sorry, eh.

ok, then emo-ed at OF near merlion. looked at the water, talked crap and looked for chickies, as naz would call them. and we did see this one gerl. she was hot eh. got a picture of her " by accident" AHEM. then when walking in suntec at was just WAY too happy to see a toys clearance sale. i mean, transformers for just 5 bucks. but thanks to Mac, no money left. not that i play with them or anything. i just collect them, another AHEM moment.

tuesday : had maths lecture for about an hour, then me, hafis and naz headed over to changi airport to look around and walk around like tourists. and you know that you have way too much free time when you are walking and hanging around the viewing gallery at 11 in the morning and don't have a flight to catch. just sat around and talked stories all the way until one. no lunch there cause lets face it, everything is expensive.

wednesday: buckled down that day. studied. hard. or i tried to.

thursay : tests. as with my policy, i do not talk about them. seriously, i think it might jinx the whole thing.

friday : tests. same thing.

saturday: NDP-ed. no, not there literally, but i i was wearing red. good enough i think.

sunday: chillaxed at home.

ok, so whats happening next is the AIM thing. hopefully, ican finish in time ands then buckle down summore for the exams.

pictures up sometime this week i think.

2008-08-06T00:19:00.002+08:00

helloooo all you internet people!

ok, so now its around 2 in the morning, so update this later.

2008-08-03T20:09:00.002+08:00

Lately, it's like "me against the world" and it kinda
makes me sick. REALLY SICK.
Hold up, what am i saying?
"me against the world?" FUCK YEAH!
i'll take it as a challenge and make sure when it is
me against the world, i will be the victor, not the victim.

picture time.

2008-08-01T23:05:00.002+08:00

here's a little picture show thanks to marcus' photobucket account.

first up : Ian, Jane, B. , Chersy, Zhengyang

Next up : Me ( Look past the hair), Valerie, Wendy, Liqi, Marcus.

Girls

Hafis, Naz, Elene, Rei, YiZhuang

Class picture, (note: take a look at the stoner MrKwan face....)

Final

so there's a look at E7.

it's an update. UPDATE.

2008-08-01T22:49:00.003+08:00

Update time bitches!

long long time ago, was the Communication Skills presentation. i thought it went well but according to the teacher we weren't doing so good. but who cares abut the teacher's opinion anyway eh?
really didnt like this kinds of presentations, with the formal clothings and stuff. im more of a comedic presenter, im most comfortable doing something like the old "Best Friends" presentation.
but anyway, what's done is done.

Next thing that i can remember is the movie watching with some of the guys from class. out for "the dark knight" and i never thought that my ass could actually fall asleep but it did. you literally could kick my ass and i would not have felt it. anyways, the movie was actually super-great. it's like so different from the comic book stuff, it was so dark and yet so cool.

next up, projects. finally handed in projects. ALL of them thank goodness. kinda tough this time around. and next up on the blocks is CTs and exams. cross fingers and hope to pass. Crunch time, time to hit the books and hopefully all will go smoothly.

oh, and a happy birthday to july babies, including Francine and YingYing. Happy Birthday Guys!

Bloody, Much?

2008-07-05T00:30:00.002+08:00

We all knew this movie was gonna be cool.
We all knew it was gonna be bloody.
And the guys knew, 40% of the decision to watch this movie, was to catch A.Jolie naked.

The basic story : Here we have Wesley Gibson, a quiet accounting manager. He leads a quiet, boring life with no money, no respect from work or at home and worst of all, with no balls. he is such a "pussy" as they have labelled him, he knows his girlfriend is doing his co-worker as yet does nothing to stop it. he is such a "pussy" that he gets stressed out when something is repeated for too long. he is such a "pussy" that he's too scared to tell his boss to shove it where the sun don't shine. Now, imagine this, in one night, you are told your father which walked out on you just got killed on a rooftop a few hours ago. oh, and he's also the world's greatest assassin. And you are the only one who can avenge your dead father who you've never even met before. Well, that's what Wesley went through, and add bloody training, racing on trains and cool cars, the newest member of "The Fraternity" is born.

WANTED. First off, wow. this movie really brought us into another world.a world of killing, a world where death is part of the job, and a world where rats are used in a more useful way other than giving people the plague.
Directed byTimur Bekmambetov, the guy who brought us the cult hit "Nightwatch" and its sequel, "Daywatch", we know this guy has what it takes to handle a big budget bad-ass action flick. Some say that it didnt look great or as best as it could have been but trust me, after all the blood, the slow-motion movements similar to that of "300", being a little dry on the visual effects kinda nicely balances out the gore with the norm.

James McAvoy was a great lead. His american accent was great and the way he handled his action sequences was of another level. As always, i doubt the female viewers will not be diasappointed. AJolie was stunning as ever. Her acting is still at the very top and her ability to always get that body looking just right for the part astounds me but it sure doesnt surprise anymore. another one to note was of Common's role in the movie as the gunsmith. he took it well and definitely work towards bigger parts in future projects.

so heres my conclusion, if you are weak against blood, dont even consider going near the cinemas. if you can, dumb it down a notch and get your head blown off by this movie. i'll give it a B.

70th.

2008-07-04T00:03:00.003+08:00

aah..so the 70th post, nothing to brag about i'm sure but still..hurrah.

okk, so it's week 12, projects are piling up. what to do, what to do, what to do.
deadlines are approaching fast. gotta to find a way to do the projects right and without any stress but i think that's just an illusion.

so, nothing to really talk about today, all still the same. school was school, and home was home. too tired for anywhere else today anyways. aahhhh... can't you just smell the weekend? it smells great to me. something like smelling a pizza for the first time, it's smells good. so, i suppose my ''wanted'' review would be up by tomorrow. trust me, no spoilers.

and here's the saying for the day, and its about stress. "Stress can lead to baldness, but if you try not to be stressed then that will make you stressed, so there's nothing we can do."

Batman: Gotham Knight review.

2008-07-01T13:37:00.003+08:00

Batman: Gotham Knight.

i just finished watching this. it was awesome. it's basically a little 80 minute film about who else, but the dark night himself. it's an anthology, so basically, what you're expecting is not your normal run of the mill movie. It's a string of short stories each created and directed by a well-known director, and it was amazing. this was brought to us by the people making the new dark knight film so i think its just a clever way of enticing our batman appetite right before the big sha-bang come july 18th. very smart publicity move.

so lets get on to the movie. visually, it was definitely not disappointing. i mean, right away even if you are not an avid anime watcher, you would recognise the animation to be of classic manga and anime style. vivid colours, great shadow-work and great animation talents sure brought batman cartoons to a whole new level. again, each short story brings a different group of manga and anime artists to bring their own feel to the dark knight so the changes in batman's world is expected. some kept to the classic buff look of batman and gotham city while others just brought it into the anime world as if batman belonged to be an anime and not another american cartoon in the first place. either way, it was all good.

now be warned, if action packed stuff is all you're looking for, this might not be right for you. another plus point would be that most of these short stories are actually intelligent, diving into the mind of bruce wayne and not just the action of you'd expect from batman. i must say however that sometimes, too much intelligence in a batman flick is borderline insane/ridiculous and one or two of the stories tend to do that. oh,and since this is a series of short stories by different directors, dont expect story continuation. when it ends, it ends.

the next and final point would have to be the biggest plus point of all,and that would be voice-casting. i did not expect that they would keep the likes of the original batman animated series to be casted but they did! and throughout the whole thing at that! somehow, this just makes batman: gotham knight complete. so this is it , my review for batman: gotham knight.
perhaps i'll do other reviews wheni'm bored next time. expect one for wanted and hancock soon.

Projects are a neverending pain in the ass.

2008-06-29T18:57:00.002+08:00

yes it's true. i really believe that projects are nothing but pains in the ass. i don't quite care for them, but i have to do it anyways. i guess it's something like the saying "you can't choose your family". im not saying i dont care for my family, but you get the point.

cant believe im actually stressing out. i guess there is a first for everything. almost done with my CS one. truly, the words rice and youth olympics has lost meaning to me. im not the researcher type, i dont like to look for information. i have no problem presenting the information but researching for it......not so much. i guess im the improv kinda guy. just say the things in my head kinda idiot. but seriously, ny brain is in pain. but i guess only this and oopp seems to be pissing me off.. other projects looks kinda enjoyable.

onto another point, school starts tomorrow, but only 4 hours for me. after that its back home with more project things....like i said, nothing but pains in the ass. but i guess im kinda looking forward to being in the tutorial rooms again...didnt go out this weekend...kinda sucks ass but i guess im not "outable" this weekend. looking forward to next week tho.

hoping to be more effective than a mop in a typhoon next week.

welcome back, me.

2008-06-27T22:03:00.003+08:00

it's been sooo long! way too long for my taste, but its not my fault. damn laptop went haywire no me. but don't worry all you people reading this blog, ( really, is there anyone?...or am i ranting to my self..) i am back, but not for too long. many things have happened since the last entry.

let's see, United won the double (hurrah!) i got to piss off my liverpool supporting friends. cristiano wants a move to real madrid, i am now with the classmates known as E7. (little shoutout to E7-ers), singapore got knocked out of the world cup ( nobody expected more anyways.) , missing all the E5 people...(but really, i think the class is more boring now..hahaha), a little something called the oil crisis. oh and yeah, a little learning here and there also.

but now the holidays are just about over and school starts again in a few days. ( oh joy, oh freaking joy.) that's about it i guess.. more will unravel when school starts again. (im sure of it.)

UNITED TO MOSCOW.

2008-04-30T18:18:00.002+08:00

thats right biatches..united are going to moscow!!
ferst ever all-english final for the champions league. the pic is enough to say how much this final means to these players, especially those players going for their first champs league final like ronaldo, almost coming to tears. so was i yesterday. it was such an epic game. scholes scored as if he was still 24, showing the class we've all come to expect. well, whatever, what matters now is that we are going to moscow baby!!

and the united fans have a chant for this, which goes:

Follow, follow, follow
we're going to moscow,
there'll be thousands of reds, they'll be pissed outta our heads;
cause united's going to moscow

and the song is iron man by black sabbath, i heard this during the iron man trailer and it reminded me of how good the song was.

shawn barber is cool....

2008-04-22T23:55:00.002+08:00

so, there i was surfing the net looking at meaningless paintings..(yes, i do have a little culture in my life.) and i it was more of just the boring stuff - flowers, fruits, ladies - and i was getting bored...
UNTIL!!!
i saw the work of a guy named shawn barber. oh man, he's a painter / tattoo artist i think and his works are freaking awesome. he's doing a tattoo artists paintings series. he does a lot of paintings and it looks way too good. but it's not the normal kind of paintings, but of tattoo artists. it's great and pics of his work are coming up next. his style is way unique, first he takes photos of his subjects doing a lot of poses, esp with the hands. and then he merges all the hands images with that one body shot, making it look awesome.

PICS OF S.BARBER's WORKS

pretty cool artwork.

week one OVER.

2008-04-20T20:08:00.002+08:00

it;s sunday and tomorrow already looks so near..
week one of school ended on an okay feeling. the lecturers were nothing interesting, other than the CS one. i realise and i dont know how many others have but is it really necessary to have a snooty "good speaking" person as the lecturer for CS?. last time was quite unbearable, but they went all out this time, a lawyer. oh yeah, a flinging flanging lawyer. she's a part timer and she says the reason she's teaching part time is that she wants to interact with the young people. yea, and my grandma is running the 100m individual at the olympics.

i mean come on, if you want to interact with young people, start representing juvenile delinquents. killing two birds with one stone - a lawyer for young people - not too bad, and i think the pay is definitely better. anyway, i digress.

have some classes with the juniors tho. Finally met some malay guys. no offense to 0713, but sometimes i do need to interact with "my people"..haha. i sometimes forget the malay language. being the friendly bastard i am, we now know each other, not to the extent of 13, but we know each other. because hey, how boring will it be being the loner guy who repeated the module (ehem, mark...). i cant simply do that forever. human interaction = good.
oh yeah, and cant believe the junior class is the class david and class rep OGL-ed for. haha, time to lay in the embarrassing story guys.

anyway, in baseball they say you can predict your season by what happens with your lead-off hitter. and i say that the lead-off week hasn't been a home run, but it itsn't a strike-out either. i'll call this one "a bunt along the line with the runner just making first base". don't understand?.. too bad.

so goes another semester of school.

out, then PARTAY!!

2008-04-09T00:01:00.003+08:00

was out today.
went out with the one today. jalan-ing over at the city. looking in wondows, nothing else. well, nothing else that could be done, other than looking in windows. there was a pair of nike's i really wanted and there was a bag she really wanted. imagine this. two people on opposite sides looking into windows with drool all over. well, to be fair, my drool was from this morning, and was kinda crusty. haha. joke joke, laugh laugh.

after sending the one back, met up with fook over at northpoint to get mandy's gift. it's been a long time since i saw fook, and northpoint for that matter. he said his pimple phase was over and mine was starting. how i regretted laughing at him last time. haha, anyways, then met up with izwan and headed over to the gift shop. got her a pooh bear thing. i was strapped for cash and after splitting the price 3 ways, i was lucky to have any money left. in the card i wrote, " GROWING OLD IS MANDATORY, GROWING UP IS OPTIONAL"..kinda like my saying for the birthday people.

then headed over to mandy's. thanks to felicia - who said it would start at 6 - we were WAY too early. then laila came then the rest of the gang. jun yu, fred, hiang peng, shu min and others made the party. wasn't surprised when they grabbed the mahjong table tho. so me, laila, denise and izwan just sat and talked among each other (well, mostly the girls talking). finally left at 8.30 and then here i am. haiis............really need the cash, but it will all come to me soon.

some bulletin i did at friendster.

2008-04-07T05:04:00.002+08:00

okay there boys and girls out there in the cruel world, this post now will feature a bulletin i did on friendster. thought my answers were funny (self-centered, i know) and decided to post them here too.

[ONE] Who was your last text from?
Az.Shah

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
room.

[THREE] What's your middle name?
"Jack-Ass"

[FOUR] Your current relationship
status?
like farts - they come and go.

[FIVE] Does your crush like you back?
i dunnoe, do you know something i don't??

[SIX] What is your current mood?
slightly gassy.

[SEVEN] What's your dads name?
Bond, Mat Bond.

[EIGHT] What color shirt are you
wearing?
blood stained shirt. (don't worry, the
blood isn't mine..)

[NINE] Would you kiss the last person
you kissed again?
sure, why not? i rarely go to my
grandma's house anyway.

[TEN] If you could go back in time and
change something, would you?
sure. i'd go back 10 years and slap my
younger self before he ate the ice-cream
that made me who i am today.

[ELEVEN] Have a crazy side?
yea, i didnt shower today. (LIVIN'
WILD!) haha.

[TWELVE] Ever had a near death
experience?
yea, heard of the 2.4km run?

[THIRTEEN] Last person you showered
with?
my friends when we were at camp.
(seperate cubicles, of course)

[FOURTEEN] Angry at anyone?
EVERYONE.

[FIFTEEN] Do you wanna see somebody
right now?
im craving for a little jessica alba
right now..hahaha.

[SEVENTEEN] When was the last time you
cried?
15 minutes ago, my pinkie toe got stuck
under the door. (trust me, it stung like
hell)

[EIGHTEEN] Who would you do anything
for?
Sir Alex Ferguson.SERIOUSLY.

[NINETEEN]Who is your hero?
right now, theo walcott.(have you seen
his girlfriend?!!)

[TWENTY] What is the one thing you
notice about the opposite sex first?
the smile. gotta have a good set of lips
and chompers dude.

[TWENTY-TWO] What's your biggest
secret?
i hate my _ _ _ _ _ _.

[TWENTY-THREE] How is your ex?
like a flower - does nothing, yet still
beautiful.

[TWENTY-FOUR] Would you ever take them
back?
nahh.

[TWENTY-FIVE] Do you still watch kiddy
movies or tv shows?
dude, im a power rangers fan.haha.

[TWENTY-SIX] What are you eating or
drinking at the moment?
bird's nest.

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Do you speak any other
languages?
malay, english, japanese(only swear
words)and a little chinese.

[TWENTY-EIGHT] Whats your favorite
smell?
the after-math of a burp competition.haha.

[TWENTY-NINE] Describe your life?
like a penguin. i have these wings but
can't fly.

[THIRTY] Have you ever kissed in the
snow?
no, but i have made yellow snow.

[THIRTY-ONE] Do you like the rain?
yea, it's all wet and stuff.

[THIRTY-TWO] What are you thinking
about right now?
"who's that cute supergirl on smallville?"

[THIRTY-THREE] What should you be doing
right now?
sleeping.

[THIRTY-FOUR] What is your favorite
memory?
the day i watched anime for the first time.

[THIRTY-FIVE] What are you listening
to?
my own worst enemy by lit.

[THIRTY-SIX] Who was the last person
you
told i love you ??
internet mail spam. ( i thought they were sending me porn)..lol.

[THIRTY-SEVEN] Who was the last person
you yelled at?
my inner self.

[THIRTY EIGHT] Do you act differently
around the person you like?
i get funnier.

[THIRTY-NINE] What is your natural hair
colour?
black.

[FORTY] Who was the last person to make
you smile?
Joey from FRIENDS.

The Love Guru trailer.

2008-04-04T23:20:00.002+08:00

the video is the trailer for a new movie, "The Love Guru". looks farkin' awesome, stars the likes of mike myers, the super hot jessica alba and justin timberlake. looks real great and it also has some upcoming comedians in the movie too, like daniel tosh (the guy in the cowboy hat) and john oliver (the english dude). looking forward to this one.

champions league week over!

2008-04-03T04:41:00.002+08:00

the champions league week has just been officially over. it was the quarter-finals of th echampions league. 8 teams go head to head for the semi-final spots. yesterday was roma v M.united and barcelona v. schalke..

ROMA v UNITED

for the roma-united game, the red devils won. it wasn't particularly stylish, sexy football we'd come to expect from united but it got the job done. 0-2 was the scoreline. the 'R' factors kicked in for united once again. a 44th minute header from ronaldo got united in the lead and a late rooney tap-in (via the keeper's teflon gloves) ended the game for roma. hot on-form united looks unstoppable. will be looking forward to the return leg next tuesday.

ronaldo with the opening goal.

rooney finishes

SCHALKE v BARCA

it wasnt an easy game for barcelona either. they had a narrow 0-1 score courtesy of the rising 18 year-old star, bojan krkic. this kid looks like another messi. he's scoring goals for fun at the moment as the starlet lead barca to victory. barca will hope to seal the deal of th ehome leg of the tie.

18 year old barca star, krkic, scores only goal.

FENERBACHE v CHELSEA

so, just a few minutes ago, the fenerbache-chelsea and arsenal-liverpool game just ended. fenerbache, who are the dark horse for this competition bet chelsea 2-1, but all three goals came from fenerbache players. the scorers were deivie (own goal) for chelsea and kazim and deivie (yes, it's him again.) for fenerbache. good job to them.

(no picx for this game.)

ARSENAL v LIVERPOOL

however, lucky fenerbache may have been to get away with that win, no team as been more lucky than liverpool this season. yet again, lady luck was on the side of th reds tonight. an early header from adebayor looked promising for the gunners but just 3 minutes later, the gerrard-kuyt combination equalised for the reds. on the second half, the gunners were the obvious stronger team, yet they failed to convert 3 golden chances and the ref didnt award a rightful penalty to the gunners. liverpool have been riding their luck for way too long. time to get them out of CL, so rafa can get sacked already.

adebayor goal

liverpool equaliser.

April Fool's Day.

2008-04-01T17:55:00.002+08:00

its that time of year again, where idiots play pranks on other idiots, and do it all for shits and giggles and the fact that this is like the prankster's national holiday. now, dont get me wrong, im not saying i dont enjoy pranks, i might be a bigger idiot today than most other days. i LOVE pranking..love joking, it;s part of a package deal you get with knowing me. i have some big plans for today. in fact, im about to unleash them as soon as this post is over.

ok, so was in school today to register for modules. met up mark to do the same. here i thought, we had to like sit down on a chair writing on a bunch of forms and wait a long time. but mark and i were slightly pissed off when we found out all we had to was go to this lecturer, give him our admission number and handphone number and he said he'll handle everything for us. well, went to school for 20 seconds. that was it..the mind boggles. anyway, im also catching up on anime. got to start that up before school starts...haiis, 2008 is reeking with bad signs.

Lit - My Own Worst Enemy

2008-03-29T18:30:00.001+08:00

new song.
my own worst enemy by Lit. pretty old song but it's got a great sound and fun lyrics.

here are the lyrics:

Can we forget about the things I said when I was drunk
I didnt mean to call you that
I cant remember what was said or what you threw at me
Please tell me
Please tell me why
My car is in the front yard
And Im sleeping with my clothes on
I came in through the window last night
And youre gone
Its no surprise to me I am my own worst enemy
Cuz every now and then I kick the living sh*t out of me
The smoke alarm is going off and theres a cigarette
Still burning
Please tell me why
My car is in the front yard
And Im sleeping with my clothes on
I came in through the window last night
And youre gone
Please tell me why
My car is in the front yard
And Im sleeping with my clothes on
I came in through the window last night
Its no surprise to me I am my own worst enemy
Cuz every now and then I kick the living sh*t out of me
Can we forget about the the things I said when I was drunk
I didnt mean to call you that

it's a funny tragedy.

2008-03-27T13:19:00.002+08:00

i was watching stranger than fiction lately and it was first, funny. second, a bit touching i suppose. anyway, i found one part of the movie most interesting. so th emain character, harold, looks for advice from a literature professor regarding the narration he hears in his head. and the first thing to find out, the prof. says, is to see whether the story being narrated- his life - is a comedy or tragedy. tke down points showing whether his life was a comedy or a tragedy.

so, i was thinking to myself. what is my life?..a comedy? a tragedy? a super cool fantasy like the matrix? or just a boring animal planet documentary like fish mating in the sea? i probably lead a funny tragedy kind of life. i know it sounds impossible, but maybe not. maybe it's like watching a guy slip on a banana peel and fall down a flight of stairs and then he breaks his leg. that's kinda a funny tragedy. it's funny watching him slip and fall but probably not so much when discovering the pain from the broken leg. if that is my life, im probably at the slipping at the banana peel starting to fall stage. there's no pain yet, but i know it;s coming. so maybe that's it. im a funny tragedy.

oh, and singapore beat lebanon 2-0 in the WC qualifier. second spot of the table, we may just go through. must win other home fixtures if want any chances of going further.

the singapore team(top, left --> right) : baihakki, aleksander duric, lewis, precious, bennett, mustafiq

the singapore team(bottom, left --> right) : fazrul nawaz, shi jiayi, john wilkinson, noh rahman, indra sahdan

waiting on the match..

2008-03-26T18:59:00.001+08:00

waiting in the singapore WC qualifier match...pretty bored, so blogged.
chalet confirmed on the 11th.......
ok..thats all i suppose.

new song up.

2008-03-20T17:08:00.002+08:00

new song is up..

Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional.

doing a major renovation on my music playlist. its all alternative and punk-like...

"Mr.Clean's" girl...

2008-03-20T02:03:00.002+08:00

look at this girl..this is the girl that recently resigned NY governor had an affair with. 2 hours unprotected sex for around $4,300 US. all i have to say is that this girl is WAY too hot to be a hooker, no? her name is Ashley Dupre and she is hot, no point denying that. and the tag from the photo is right. i got it from maxim.com and get ur heads outta the gutter. i dun look at the other girls, i just go for the articles *ahem* *ahem* *cough* *wink*. (and there are articles).

ANYWAY, results are out and i dont really want to talk about it. Period.

update?..nahh..pickup lines.

2008-03-15T18:44:00.002+08:00

its been a long long time since the last update, well this one will be fun. for the past few days, i have been so bored that i decided to do something so out there and stoopid on the net that well, im now a failed casanova wannabe. nahh man, just surfing through the net one day and came upon this site while looking for some funny lines and/or quotes and it had a section on pickup lines. the ones i found were either genius, or ridiculously funny. anyway, here are the lines.

"apart from being sexy? what else do you do for a living?"
"are you as beautiful on the inside as you are on the outside?"
"are you gonna kiss me or do i have to lie in my diary?"
"baby, if you were words on a page, you'd be what they call the fine print"
"be unique and different, say yes" (like this one)
"do you believe in love at first sight or i should i walk by you again?" (like this one too)
"excuse me, but i DO think it's time we meet"
"God must have been in a very good mood the day we met."
"Help!something's wrong with my eyes, i can;t take them off you!"
"Hershey's make millions of kisses a day....all i'm asking is for one"

oh believe me...there's alot more of these kinds of lines. and yes, i dont have a life for looking at all these thing s all day.

COS ytdy, Maths tml.

2008-02-26T23:48:00.002+08:00

COS test was yesterday, and maths is tomorrow.

revising right now.
head aching. dont understand half the crap here. will try my best for this tho. no other choice, you see.
ok then. after tomorrow, test officially over and then holidays ''officially'' start. cant wait. huzzah!hoorah!banzai!

singapore YOG.. hurrah? huzzah? banzai?

2008-02-22T15:54:00.002+08:00

i am now in an anime trance. all anime, all the time. well, except for when im revising (which is almost never, really.) and i just realised that finding anime is harder than i thought.. i guess its that time again. its time for my top anime picks folks. a few recognizable ones and a few maybe not so much but trust me, they're all GOOD.

(this is in no way in any order) ..sigh...

Shakugan no Shana II
Majin tantei nougami neuro
Capeta
History's strongest disciple Kenichi
Akagi
Kekkaishi
Over Drive
Bamboo blade
Rental Magica
Bleach
Naruto: hurricane chronicles
Gintama
Major

well, its not exactly ''top ten'' but they're all good. currently on my other tabs is gintama, Major, bamboo blade, bleach. maybe next time, i can give you the top ten hottest women ever (according to deep research and consults - of course.) haha.

win?? lose??...nahh..DRAW.

2008-02-21T16:27:00.002+08:00

it was a great champions league match fer united. it was a score draw but there were plenty of good moments in there. lyon didnt give united an easy match, that's for sure. karim benzema, he french starlet being wached by united, drew first blood. it was a great goal, a strike from the tightest of spaces - between the legs of two incoming defenders - to the bottom corner. and after that, needless to say, united made the changes. nani and tevez came on and it was like a new team. in the end, it was the two subs that would create the equaliser fer united in teh dying moments in the game. a cross from nani, defelected off a defender and to tevez's feet 3 yards away from the net. he didnt miss.

and since the second leg will be at old trafford, united are in control and lyon, according to their manager '' seem to be out of the competition already''.

arsenal played the holders at the emirates and they also ended in a draw. i mean, how can a super young arsenal team break the holders?..it is impossible i would say.since teh second leg of that match is to be held in the san siro, no doubt that arsenal could fail to reach the next round.i mean, have you seen the san siro, its all foggy and full of italians. im saying this the nicest way possible but, they are SCREWED.

photos of both matches:

the goal that saved us all

the guy that nearly screwed us all. (benzema)

kaka - skills to evade.

pato and fabregas did well in the match.

awaiting the giggs ton.

2008-02-21T01:44:00.002+08:00

it is now 2 in the am. waiting for the united-lyon match. would be exciting me thinks. giggs is due his hundredth appearance and it'd be another milestone for the welsh wizard.

ANYWAY..
exams started on tuesday. it was oop. was cnfident before the exam, but not so much now. i am counting my lucky stars for this one. and COS coming up next. way confusing..just because i;ve NEVER paid attention in the lecture parts. im partly screwed for this one. and then the one after that is maths. that one...well, i just need more practice.

i dont ave plans for the holiday YET. just gonna take this day by day until the exams are over. movies are coming up and fast and i plan to make like ash ketchum and catch them all. and the music thats playing now is 'carry on my wayward son' from kansas and being the SOB that i am, i put it in a way that even if you get annoyed by it, you can turn it off..nahh, it's a pretty nice song. LONG guitars but you reall cant turn it off...

2008-01-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

exam tml
study...
study...
study...
study...

presentation..project

2008-01-23T00:41:00.000+08:00

big presentations and the project coming up in a few hours. project should be fine. presentation should be fine.
update more.
after im done.

last 3 days

2008-01-16T10:47:00.000+08:00

plenty happened in the last 3 days. PD presentation, FA Cup replay and just now, Comm Skills presentation.

i finally completed my PD report and presentation for the SMART goals. it went relatively well. for the presentation, had to show what i did for the past 'who-knows-how-long' weeks. my report was pretty damn thick, i think. 23 pages of pure hidayat horror trying to comprehend manga and all about it. had to actually wear formal attire for that particular presentation, which i must say, did not bode well with me. As a silent sign of protest, i wore my chucks instead of the black lace-up shoes. hope the teacher got the point. anyways, i saw what the teacher wrote about me. this is roughly it: '' hidayat, you are a good speaker and can do very well. all you need to do is be punctual and come regularly ''. and i saw that i actually got a B grade for that. Not bad.

Early this morning was the FA cup replay. the most goals and most predictable game had to be the game of liverpool going against league two luton. liverpool were starting with a strong squad, which is quite unusual for rafa benitez. babel, pennant, crouch and torres made the strke force. quite strong, so not unusual that the put 5 in the luton net. what WAS surprising was the fact that 3 of the 5 were put in by gerrard. he has a habit of scoring but the fact that the majority of the goals were put in by a midfielder. i think that says a lot if the forwards they have. other than torres, i have plenty of complaints about their strikers. oh, and man united to face spurs in the next round.

just around 2 hours ago, had done and completed my presentation of comm skills. one about proper dress codes at work, and another about promting sel-esteem in myself by convincing the class that i was the best choice for a best friend. the best friend presentation went exceptionally well. the fact that the class was laughing was perhaps the biggest indicator. -_-''
hoping to get good marks for that one. Honing my presentation skills. i was hoping the killer punch line would be ''hidayat = friend + entertainer'', but it turned out to be '' my social life, fantastic. because according to friendster, i have 251 friends.'' who knew the friendster would work so well...........................

2008-01-13T05:01:00.000+08:00

today was a humdinger of a saturday.
so basically, what that means is that today was a good day. ya.

first off, went to queensway with WX and SAT to get my shirts. all this trouble for a PD presentation. haiis, make stress. so got a new long-sleeved black shirt. got to get new pants.
and got to put finishing touches on the project.
anyway, queensway was quite crowded, but it was ok. got to buying my stuff, then WX bought some nice jeans, ate the curry chicken rice (which is DAMN GOOD), then got to the arcade for a while. been some time since i last got to an arcade. ok la.

after went back home, after deciding not to drop by the nyp open house, since it was raining so heavily...except that WX had a friend waiting so he got there himself. got home and was damn bored...so, i did what i do best - sleep. it was a good nap too.
ANYWAYS, after dinner, watched tonights matches. all the big four games were tonight.

so, if still unaware, i am a red devil fan. so how happy was i that arsenal and liverpool drew their games tonight. haha. middlesbrough could be a new giant-killer amidst the EPL. haha. chelsea won their match but who cares for chelsea. let me break it down. i'd say 40% of chelsea fans now became chelsea fans in 2005. 20% of arsenal fans are arsenal fans because of fabregas' looks. 10% of liverpool fans are liverpool fans after the istnabul miracle match and 20% of man united's fans are united fans because of ronaldo's looks.

i dont know, thats just my opinion. anyways, man united won their match against the manager-less newcastle . 6-0!!!!!! 6-0!!!!!!!! fuuyoh.. nice match. ronaldo got his ferst united hat-trick. tevez scored two and ferdinand scored a rare goal - but with still great skill, as he was a striker in his youth days - total rout and that means united are back at the top of the table. YES!!!!

familiar lyrics to united fans.

he plays on the left,
he plays on the righttt..
that boy ronaldo,
he makes england look shite.
(repeat as many times you want)

pictures of the goal celebrations.

ronaldo celebrates first goal.

tevez 's first goal. like taking candy from a baby.

ronaldo celebrates goal 2

ferdinand celebrates his wonderful volley

ronaldo completes hat-trick

tevez completes the 6-0 rout on newcastle.

one humble paperclip, many applications.

2008-01-10T21:59:00.000+08:00

that is the so called slogan for this year's nyp open house..creative..i was starting to wonder why there were sp may paperclips on the posters.. anyway, the nyp open house started today, all till saturday..im not gonna promote it, im not gonna even try. so me and mark went to the auditorium to see what was happening and any future prospects for the school and there we were looking for our course when all we saw was our mentor holding a folder saying ''C75, MULTIMEDIA AND INFOCOMM TECHNOLOGY''..

it was funny, way too funny. so our course is basically in the hopes of our mentor holding the light blue folder cause i didnt see any big posters or exhibits. it was possible that it was all grouped under the school of it exhibit but it was still too uninteresting..it wouldnt be a surprise if the number of freshmen dropped. but what really bummed me out was the humongous life sized exhibit for the SIMD course. school of interactive media and design. and i think its basically digital media design upped one more level..it was really great. apparently the 3d kiasu cartoon guy was created there...huh.

oh man, i would have joined if they had the same presentation last year. i know some people who would have said the same thing. anyways, have got to get my formal clothes in soon.. presentation on monday and wednesday..haiis...cant believe have to wear all these formal thing just to present a PD project. a tie and everything..whatever it is, i can say for sure im not wearing any black leather shoes. im just gonna wear my chucks. if the teacher's not happy, she can deal with it..

tomorrow is nothing special..butwil give report on the MAN UTD match tml tho..til then.

a break is the reason

2008-01-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

ok, plenty of people is burning my ass about this whole why i nvr come to school thing. it's simple, yet complicated. the simplicity of my reason brings out the complications. get it? got it?. GOOD.
so my reason is this: when i dont come to school, sometimes i just lock my bedroom door, revel in the silence left by my working parents, and my siblings in school. i switch on the air-con, put on my mammoth size headphones, lie on my bed and listen to deafening screamo, metal songs. ALL DAY. thats what i do. it's my break. some people are starting to laugh about now, but if you live in my household, you'll do the exact same thing.

that is my break. my break from everything at that moment. my break from life. my break from school, my break from home. i just listen and relax. and when i come out of the break, i feel good. real good. my hearing would take moments to recover, but it eventually does.

i need this break because if you were me, you would've shot yourself already. i would have.
these are the things i take a break from:

i take a break from the fact that my school pays more attention about attendance than results.
i take a break from the fact that i cant get a piece of silence at home unless i go deaf.
i take a break from the fact that my father smokes heavily.
i take a break from the fact that my mom has to yell everytime she wants something.
i take a break from the fact that i could be the biggest disappointment of my family.
i take a break from the fact that if my family didnt take care of my g'ma, no one else will.
i take a break from the fact that i have almost no social life.
i take a break from the fact that half the guys i know are my friends so that they can punch me.
i take a break from the fact that only one person knows the real me.
i take a break from the fact that i have to maintain a certain medical standard every month.
i take a break from the fact that i have to take prescribed medication at the age of 17.
i take a break from the fact that i will always be known as the friend.
i take a break from the fact that some pressures i cant get away from.
i take a break from the fact that i can laugh at myself.
i take a break from the fact that i talk to myself to rationalize my actions.

so you see, theres plenty of things i need a break from. people say i can do this during holidays or weekends but they dint understand that i need the SILENCE. and that cant happen when either my parents or siblings are around. so there it is. sometimes i dont come because im probably busy with my headphones.

2007-12-11T19:44:00.000+08:00

i hate it when people assume..especially if its about me.. some may have heard the phrase 'when you assume you make an ass out of you and me.' well..thats not entirely right for all assumptions..so for those assumptions that dont qualify for the above phrase, heres one you can use.. ' when you assume, you're an ass cause its wrong'..i think its appropriate..someone i knew assumed i did (or didnt) do something...and it was wrong for all three..3 for 3 baka..

i got nothing else to say

HOLD ON!!..i wanna say that i am SO HUNGRY.

i havent ate since dinner YESTERDAY..and its bugging me out..arrr..my stomach yearns. IT YEARNS! i'm hungry..(its not like people can obviously tell)..
maths was yesterday...lets not talk about the paper..and francine said she almost or really did sleep during the paper..how can someone sleep during a maths paper?...haiis...
tomorrow is DMD..all the best to me i guess.

its raining and i got wet.

2007-12-06T00:14:00.000+08:00

it was raining today. REALLY RAINING.

it was raining cats and dogs...and mice and rabbits and snakes. it was that bad. it might not seem so to others but it was to me i was caught in the rain. i was singing in it or anything as it was difficult to enjoy rain when the raindrops were the size ping pong balls. it was literally painful walking in the rain.and by the time i got home, i looked like i just finished a 10km run with a 20kg backpack on.(like that can ever happen - the running, i mean)

got to DF today. wasnt too bad. i didnt quite pay attention but in the end understood anyway. and they say attendance is important..haha. i didnt know so many ppl missed my lame jokes and it was good to be joking around again (except for one)..was hoping i didnt lose the magic touch. anyways, just finished making some sample logos for the shop. visit www.dollylolly.multiply.com <-- thats the shop.. final year sale..quickly. my cousin is waiting..haha.

next entry probably will be on.... when i felt like it.

Cuz's 15th

2007-12-02T20:20:00.000+08:00

went to the neighborhood CC today..attending my cuz's 15th birthday get-together, well, it wasnt much of a party so icall it a family get-together.it was just my cuzzins and my aunts..the men weren't there though... -_-''.. awkward for me la.

anyway, of my cuzzins is also a BIG fan of th devils..and we were both equally sad at the bolton result..AND the arsenal result yesterday..haiis..arsenal was about to lose that game..Villa totally dominated the second half and nearly got a draw..but DAMN those goooons...ANYWAY, the thing at the CC was fun..got to see my niece again..freakishly cute that one..but scared of people..like me la when i was a baby..but the food was fuuyoh! and the cake, I DUNNO..i didnt have the cake..strawberry cake throuugh and through..strawberry is not my kind of flovour..especially on a cake.

Anyway, 'jonnie'(thats what my aunts call him, since his hair is dyed) just got back from another kompang session before he got to his party thing..alll dressed in white baju kurong..like hari raya like that..and my other cuzzin - the one opening the shop- will officially have talks about the project next week during the holidays..i need a business partner in that.

THE cutest baby ever.

another one of the freakishly cute niece, Ashura (or Asyura, not totally sure)

the cake ( i swear i didnt eat a piece of that)

the birthday kid.

2007-11-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

ok..champions league week is over..all english teams won..great job.ok, lets go play by play.
first off is the united game.

united did well in the first half. saha got some great chances and some half chances, all contributions from the rested ronaldo. anderson also got a start and he definitely filled in scholes shoes well in the midfield, with cross-field passes and quick feet and strong passes through players.rooney was thoroughly missed. but a freak cross-like shot from sporting's abel fooled kusczhak from his near post position and they got a goal on the 22nd minute mark. united dominated for the rest of the half.

for the second half, united continue to dominate after the break. giggs and tevez were introduced and there was definitely a sense of urgency thanks to tevez's pace and quirk of chasing every ball like a rabid dog..it was again ronaldo's brilliant play that eventually caused tevez to score a tap in 3 yards out. the game continued lazily almost and all until the last10 mins did united get serious. not until th 92nd minute did ronaldo score a ROCKET 20 yards out and the keeper had no chance. top of the table and qualified.

tevez celebrates equaliser

ronaldo celebrates winning goal

2007-11-25T01:24:00.001+08:00

oh.. and before i forget.. this was the more non-boring things tht happened at the chalet.. I GOT A PAYING GIG.. yeah.. my cousins are thinking of acquiring my services to help them with something ''computer-y''...so yeah.. my first paying gig as a MIT student.. hahahaha

open house, chalet

2007-11-25T01:11:00.001+08:00

was quite busy today.. secondary school had an open house for the new campus.. ok la.. they added a few blocks and it sure looks better.. the hall is air con-ed, there are lecture theatres (but really, how many lectures can a secondary student have?) there's a new sports hall.. and a revamped field and courts..

not a lot of people though..haha, the school might be losing its touch.. basically, the only people there were my old mates, the actual students and teachers.. the teachers were outnumbering the number of people of 'house-openers' like 5 to 1.. damn funny. after the open house, me and a couplr of my old mates decided to go to safra yishun to be spectators at the POL-ITE bowling tornament.. and TP kicked ASS.. they totally reigned over the whole tournament.. forget about nyp, they were the worst there.. TP just kicked all other school's asses.. there was even this girl who got a 267 score..if you didnt know, 300 is a perfect game.. and she was damn close also.. got 9 strikes in a row.. 9 IN A ROW!! WTH was that about seh..

anyways, after tht i headed to the chalet for the birthday thing.. it was quite boring la.. but seeing both maternal and paternal relatives interact with each other was funny.. esp, during the game time..haha..my bro got a great present though.. A DS.. i was like.. WHOA.. WTH..WTF all out at once..still, boring time at the chalet.. then got home, watched man utd LOSE and now, want to sleep.. NEED TO STOP THINKING ABOUT THE LOSS..

its friday and tml is his b'day

2007-11-23T23:46:00.000+08:00

it's friday again.. feeling relaxed.. there's no school tomorrow.. well except for the thing at taman warisan.. for the graduation thing of my religious classes.. finally, after like 10 or more years of religious lessons, it's finally over. no more waking up at 10 am, cause now my time is all my own.. LOL.. if you get the joke in the last sentence, you've been watching to much disney..

anyways, tomorrow is saturday and its the eve of my brother's birthday.. i think. and this year, we'l be havin it at a chalet down at pasir ris.. yay?.. not really looking forward to it la.. not because i dun like my brother or anything.. its just that it takes too much time.. and with all the relatives there... well, im no good with relatives.. i just dont have the normal charisma and poise people in school see in me everyday.. lol.. and its pasir ris.. not near the beach.. i think.. i REALLY need to leave the house more..

and ok, off topic.. there's this blog right.. www.heretodo-it.blogspot.com and its a blog where random people can just write a post about anything.. more towards the complaining, whiny side of people and you can also talk crap about anyone you want there!.. huh!.. since its anonymous, no one will know except you.. WOW.. its like a public, private blog.. it only has one post so far.. but the concept is good.. right?.. go there and check it out.. PM my msn or tagboard for the e-mail add and password of the blog..

till next entry... (hope this was long enough ar..)

2007-11-13T19:26:00.000+08:00

attended maths today.. finally, like after so long.
but missed DMD.. damn oversleeping.. but i figured to go to school anyways since the test is near and the warning letter had NOTHING to do with it, NOTHING.

anyways, figured to download new songs.. over at profile music in the blog..

and just waiting for some new game releases for the psp. getting bored with the old games there.
short entry..who cares.

FUCK YEAH!! TGIF!!

2007-11-09T20:27:00.001+08:00

its f-fff-ffff-fff--RIDAY!!!!..
"YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!, and might i add, HOOOOOOOOO!!!!!"
wahaha. yes yes. friday has come to greet me. Finishing my sketchbook... will add some pictures of the end products soon.

Guitars lessons ongoing.. Want to learn songs.. desperately.. the pretender sounds awesome, so does the song from TBS in transformers and enter sandman.. progress is there.. just a little slow coming...

School was okay. CSO labs was fun.. learnt nearly nothing but still was great fun.. AND, if mark is reading.. (which i doubt but will still write) i say off with the new and get with the old.. the fashionables call this 'vintage'.. catch my drift?..

maybe watching movies in the weekend with........... whoever............. want to catch gameplan, seeker, maybe go out pool-ing..